Yes, i got teary-eyed. yes I got mad.
It felt how it was supposed to feel..right?
You were so delightful..didn't I tell you that.
That I liked seeing you?
You wanted to hang. Oh, but i forgot if it's out of your way..it's not worth it..
I can't keep chasing you..when you're not even opening your arms for me to run into.
I'm not worth it.
I wanted you. I want you...
& you just let me slip through your fingers without a care.
I think I have to let you go..sooner than later. I can't keep you on my mind, when others are waiting for a chance..
All I wanted was to have a chance with you.
I could've fallen for you, & you will never have any idea, how great it would've been, what i would've done to ensure that you were always happy.You will never have any idea, how many times i've text you my feelings or whatever..that i've never sent..
You will never know how my eyes lit up like no other when you came into view, or when I said your name it was like i was saying "OH, A SHOOTING STAR!" or the way my heart raced when I knew I was going to see you..or how I couldn't stop biting my lip when I spoke with you on the phone...
You will never know, will you..& to be honest with myself, unless I am completely off-base somehow..you don't really even care..
I turned into that girl.The girl, that you like having around, when you're lonely, but don't really care about the words or the feelings.
Im the girl, that is begging to be bruised..but not broken..& here she is..crying over small stupid things, I let you get my hopes up, & you probably didn't even stop to think how any of your actions would affect me..its not that you're cold-hearted..it's just..im not the girl, you want to waste anything on..but you were the guy that I wanted to spend all my time with.
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